Sunday, March 30, 2014

I envy them

I've noticed lately that 'struggle', 'rough week', 'really busy', 'so stressed' are pretty normal every day terms for me lately. I'm finding it more and more difficult to keep my emotions in check.

There are moments where I can't see beyond the present, where I struggle to breath. Then once the moment passes I can't seem to believe that I could have felt that way. I'm getting concerned. I sit here thinking that I am absolutely fine, but then in those moments I struggle so much that I think about Linda and Michelle with a hint of envy.

I don't even know if I can publish this post. How do I convey these thoughts without coming off as angsty and emo? There are times when I feel so alone that I struggle to breathe. Then it passes and I just feel nothing. I'm so scared, I don't know what to do.

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