Tonight I feel alone. I have never felt this alone in my life before. I feel like I could dissolve away and it wouldn't matter. When I close my eyes I feel like my limbs are slowly drifting apart.
Tonight has been the first time I've called up a help line. I almost chickened out but I managed to stay on the line and chat to someone. More useless advise, a URL to look at but ultimately it was just a friendly voice to chat to.
It's calmed me down, which is more than I expected. But I still feel alone, insignificant and useless.
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